I have them. Seriously. Have. Them. I can only think of one time in my life when I thought I was thin enough. Of course, when I look back at photos of that time I realize I looked gross. Way too skinny, boney, scary. Not healthy. Even so, I like the idea of being thin. I know in my head that as an almost 37-year-old mother of four I should not fit into the same size clothes as my 14-year-old daughter. I noticed on an episode of Modern Family that the eldest daughter and the mom seem to wear the same size. I thought it was gross, then wished I could do it.
I feel healthy. Healthier than I’ve ever felt. I also feel fat. My arse jiggles. I have cottage cheese cellulite that makes me want to cry. It seems that no matter how much I work out, I can’t get back to gross/skinny. Not that it is a good goal to have, I just liked being skinny.
Anyway, I think all this stuff. I can usually realize that I’m not fat. That I am a perfectly normal and acceptable size for a woman my age. Maybe even on the light side. But still, I wouldn’t mind looking like Jennifer Aniston. Just for a day. Just to see what it was like.
That was until this weekend. My friend, the Fort Myers Downtown Diva posted this picture of Kate Winslet on her Facebook page.
OH. MY. GOD. She’s so hot. I think I have a crush on her. Curves, I love her curves! Forget that bag of bones Jennifer Aniston, I want to look like this!
I love you Kate Winslet, thanks for being one of the only female celebrities that does not make me feel like a fat loser.
Can we be best friends? Seriously, I’ll ditch all my other friends for you.